This gun I hold it out at arm’s length
Pointed at you
Bullet’s path set on a course for your eyes
Death in my hands
I can control him and push him to you
But I don’t
My hands quiver with fear that I’ll do away with you

I came here for answers and more questions I’m getting
I came here for your lives, for revenge from this setting
Is it enough to look upon you and see you?
Standing there so hopefully
Relying on my good will
Living whilst they died
But I’ll never
Make a
Move

And you know that I’ll stand here shaking with rage
Death in my hands
The power to be ruthless is that what I lack
My weakness
The urge for revenge yet morality to save you
My strength
None existent my hands are still shaking.

But something has changed in me I can feel it in my soul
A dark patch has grown
I fear I’ve turned into you and I don’t know what I’ll do
I shouldn’t be you
My finger is tensing and my soul is defending you
But is this what I want?

There…
In that second of doubt
I should have stayed
But something went wrong and my soul left the gun
Pulled the trigger and blew you away
Now revenge sought tonight
In the fading twilight
You feel what it was like
For my friends to die…